Hello my dear friends!

Sorry for not updating much but it has been a very difficult week. Sweden was nice but a bit weird. It was lovely to see my family and my friends, especially Anna who I have missed so much. The whole family situation was a bit strange, but I reckon it will take some time and adjustment before it will become “normal”.

For those of you who I haven’t told, I was made redundant this week. I feel horrible, because as many of you know, this job meant to world to me and I loved it so much. I feel a bit lost and scared. I know it is not the end of the world and I should perhaps see it as an opportunity to find something better. But the truth is, that it is not very easy with the given economic climate, and I am just scared that I might have to move back to Sweden if I dont find anything in the coming two weeks.

I have had great support from my old boss and all the people at the office, and I feel so grateful to have such wonderful people in my life who genuinely seems to care and want to help me out. The few of you who know has showed me massive support and I appreciate it so much.

My friend John was here from Bristol this weekend and we had a lovely time, him being here really helped me get my mind off things and not to worry too much. Plus it was nice not to be alone, I have been feeling rather lonely the past months. We had a lovely day in the city, went record shopping as it was the independent record shop day yesterday, ended up on Brick Lane having some cider in the sunshine, listening to some old school beats, and smelling the nice food stuff they were bbq-ing. Went to breakin bread night at the Jazz Cafe that was amazing, the Killer Meters were performing and they were wicked!

Now I need to clean, have a shower, and update my CV so I can start the job hunt tomorrow. I hope you all are good. Ill probably have more free time on my hands now, so please do give me a shout if you want to meet up. Lots of love!

Tagged: on Sunday, April 19, 2009 · 4 Comments »