So I deleted an old post by accident… bugger! Oh well, I was probably just moaning about life, which unfortunately seems to be the theme of many blog posts recently (even if they have been rather few…) Hopefully that will come to an end soon enough. I am really trying to look on the bright side of life, even if it is rather difficult.

This will be my last week at Airlock, and sad as I am about it, I guess this is lifes way of telling me that the time has come to move on and find greater challenges. Safe to say that I am scared shitless, but nevertheless, I never turn down an opportunity where I feel I will grow as a person and have a chance develope my skills (both personal and professional).

I have a job interview this Wednesday for a job that I want so badly I could sell my pinky toe (the left one, just in case you were wondering). Im probably going to jinx it by mentioning it, but I can’t help myself. That job was made for me! Not only would I be able to do it, but it would be set in an environment where I know I could learn a lot and become 100 times better. I find it very frustrating wanting this job so badly, and at the same time being nervous about being rejected. But I have secretly decided that failure is not an option, because I don’t think I have ever felt a job being so right for me as this one. So yes, keep your fingers crossed, håll tummarna, and send me positive thoughts and vibrations on Wednesday morning!

I guess I should try and get some sleep. If only my stomach pains would ease, and all these thoughts in my head would disappear or at least take a break from buzzing around in my mind, I might be able to have a couple of hours of sleep. No sleep for the wicked I suppose…

It’s weird, I have gone a good 6-7 months feeling like I don’t have much to talk or write about, but somehow it now feels like the inspiration is slowly coming back. As you know, I will be travelling to the other side of the globe this week, and hopefully there will be a lot to report back on. I need to remember to take as many pictures as possible!

Anyways, I might not be as wicked as I thought, and I feel like bed is the best option at this very moment in time. I hope you have downloaded the latest podcast, that you’ve enjoyed your weekend, and that you’ll have a lovely Monday/beginning to the week! Much love! x

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