Good morning!

So, horrible news, my laptop died last night! The screen went bright blue, I rebooted, and my dear pc was telling me that a Windowns root file was either missing or damaged… I almost had a little meltdown. A big thank you to all of you who called and emailed to offer your help, it really meant a lot to me.

I’m sitting in the livingroom now, writing this on my iPhone. Feels a bit strange, but what has struck me the most is how dependant I am on my computer. I’m not gonna lie, the thought of losing about 6-7 years worth of pictures and documents (such as articles, texts, poems, song lyrics, letters etc that I have written) makes me really sad. They might not be that good, but they have a big value to me, kind of like my blog. It’s like a referrence point, a bit like with music, I can go back and see/read things, have a giggle to myself, and actually appreciate the fact that have grown and developed and changed as a person. Don’t know if that makes any sense, but I like looking back, because it reminds me (especially when i feel a bit down) of how far I’ve actually come, all the struggle and work I’ve put into being where I am and having what I got, and even if it’s not very much, it does help me appreciate things in life in a different way.

Either way, what I usually used to love about Saturdays is that I could get up, make myself some coffee, and do a bit of blogging. So safe to say, I felt a bit lost this morning when I couldn’t do my usual routine.

I have a couple of posts I need to write because they have been circulating in my mind for a while now. Hopefully I can get the laptop fixed by tomorrow evening, but if not, please excuse my poor updates from now on.

I hope you have a lovely Saturday, the sun is shining on north London, and I’m off to see my best friend david. Much love to you all! X

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